dont mind the ugly picture, it’s the only one that’s been taken recently, since i’ve been away for the holidays.
life would not be the same without toblerones. you have no idea what you’re missing if you’ve never had it. and you also have no idea how much of it i’ve been eating in the past days.

my christmas was okay, my new year will most likely be the same, even though i pray hard for it to be great.
actually i kind of wish i would’ve just stayed home, i would’ve avoided disappointment.
i kind of hate when people don’t turn out to be who you thought they were, or who they seemed to be during your first impression of them. i should simply finally learn that it is not good to have expectations. but i can’t help it. maybe there is just nothing to do about it.
maybe i’m just looking for something too great, maybe i’m the problem after all, maybe i just cannot be satisfied with anything or anybody.
i don’t like when things start getting old, when relationship slowly dies, when people change.
i want things to be exciting and fun, all the time. i want people to be how i like them to be all the time. i want to be contented with everything.
but this is me asking too much.
although i feel like it’s not that much.
it’s not like i’m asking for luxurious cars, a mansion, an academy award, and a few magazine covers.

i’ve got nothing planned for the day. i’m kinda glad about that. i missed not doing anything.
i’m quite contradicting myself, aren’t i?
i want attention and people around me, but then wanna be alone.
oh, god.

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here is another picture from the shoot i did of my sister, i think i like it even more than the first one.
i’m writing this update mostly to say that i won’t be updating this blog for a little while. i will be busy with christmas and new year. but wait, aren’t we all going to be? so in the end, there is just no point in me updating during this period of time!
i’ve been shooting for the past three days. especially doing the photoshoots for impolite. i am so exhausted, i have the biggest headache ever, so i will make this short.
i hope you guys will have an amazing christmas, i can’t even belive that christmas is in like 2 days, or a day. it’s insane, it doesn’t feel like christmas, at all.
and also, if i don’t post before, happy new year!

i’ve finally got some time on my hands to use my camera again, it makes me so happy, you have no idea. i bought my new camera back in september and this is like, the first time i get to use it for a serious photoshoot! the model in the picture is my sister. we were trying out the new lights that i bought for the studio i’ve set up at home. expect to see a lot of my photography in the near future because i don’t plan on stopping it anytime soon!